I feel numb
I miss him a lot
The distance isn’t as bad as I thought it would be. I know of a few other couples who are further away from each other than Connor and I.
I only have to wait 2 months to see him again and hopefully by then I can drive on my own.
I’ve been listening to this song for the past week and it helps with the situation but it also makes me cry.
Crying = a stress reliever for me. It really helps.
My cousin introduced me to this app called couple.me and I made an account but he hasn’t made one yet and once he does I feel like our relationship will get better and the LDR will be a little easier for both of us.
Technology is awesome.
It literally feels like a break-up but it isn’t. We’re still together and I’m so thankful for that.
I’ll probably update later in the weeks/months as this LDR continues.
if i do not see josh peck interviewed by oprah before i die i will not have lived a full life
No one said it was easy. We both saw this coming but we didn’t think it’d happen this fast. We lived 20 min away from each other and then I moved, so now we live like 40min away from each other but starting tomorrow we will be living 9 hours away. Now I know others have it WAY WORSE than I do. My friend that I go to college with is in a LDR and it’s 26hrs away. I’m not here to complain about LDR and how they suck and most LDR end up bad and etc. I’m just here to rant a little and just say that yes they do suck. but you’re going to have to TRUST each other. Trust each other like no other, if it’s a serious relationship then you guys NEED to trust each other and communicate on a daily basis. Don’t freak out if your significant other doesn’t respond back within 10min because they’re probably busy studying for a test or they’re in class. I don’t like being this far away from my boyfriend and we don’t see each other that often. By that I mean we see each other once or twice a month. (Our schedules are pretty full so we don’t have much time to see each other) Another thing is being committed to each other and we both know that everything will be okay. I don’t know how he does it but he hides his feels from me. Like for the past week I have been crying myself to sleep. Him? I don’t know. He doesn’t tell me. I respect his decision. If he doesn’t want to tell me things then I respect it. I don’t pry it out of him.
I don’t really know where I’m going with this post but that’s all I have to say right now… I’m pretty upset and I miss him a lot but I can’t wait to see him again in October.